As mentioned during a previous column last month, Lewis lost his wife to cancer. The second most significant loss for him was during his childhood, when his mother, Florence Augusta Hamilton Lewis, died on the 23rd in 1908. This was also due to cancer. Although Lewis had prayed for his mother to live, he reports not actually being a Christian at the time; he only saw God as someone to look toward when you wanted something. Various biographies have dealt with this period of Lewis’s life; however, A Life Observed by Dr. Devin Brown provides a good deal of clarification and insight into how Lewis’s faith was shaped (you can hear an interview I did with Dr. Brown last year at my new podcast site). On this same date (23rd) Lewis’s father was born in 1863; but as you might imagine, his 45th birthday was a very sad day in his life.
In “The Trouble with ‘X’” Lewis begins by admitting that there are often people in our lives that make things difficult for us even though we try to be helpful to them. Then he states this is, in a way, something like what God experiences when not only dealing with those same people, but with us as well. This essay was initially in the August, 1948 issue of the Bristol Diocesan Gazette. Today you can find it in God in the Dock.